Did you feel that too?

2:15 in the morning and my head is covered with a blanket as heavy as my thoughts and my mind is all over the place. Creativity comes in waves when a memory is this vivid. The simple word, "what" is said like it's sung at a church questioning answers. I had no explanation for why I was so memorized other than the fact it's you. A moment where the sunlight shined perfectly on our skin. I know the human heart beats 4,000 times per hour but in that exact moment mine was palpitating 4,000 a minute and when two star crossed lovers feast their eyes on something they've been craving for too long, they take it. No more fields of misopportunities. No devotion for salvation and no artificial flavor because each time when I'm laying on my lovers chest I'm afraid if he can hear my breathing patterns and how they're not synced up to his so I intertwine them to be perfect; just like him. But in this moment was all natural flavor. A wall being broken as we saw it. With my head tilted upward and yours faced down we locked eyes.

3:20 now and nothing is to be heard just like staring at one another feeling each other's heart beat blossom at the sound of our names. I'm left sitting here thinking about how that moment changed my eyesight. I no longer saw you as my other half, more as a piece of me. We come together. I will no longer think I will be never good enough for someone else to ever love me, but think about that time we shared secrets with silence. Your eyes weren't just brown, they turned into my favorite color with our lips pressing firmly against each others. Creating sparks to light up, the Fourth of July.