falling.

I think I'm falling in love again.

It's not like the first time when I knew what was going on and I didn't know him but now I know him and I don't know what's going on.

He was my first kiss.

(My best friend says it doesn't count though)

I miss him.

I regret what I did on June 27 and it hurts to think about it but I think about it all the time.

He's always the first person I look for in a room, he's always the one I think about and hope he's looking at me. I've noticed it a couple times.

I don't know what I'm doing anymore.

I fall in love so easily and get hurt so easily.

I left him a letter a few months ago and he didn't say anything about it. I just want to know what he thought of it.

I still listen to the songs he said reminded him of me.

I can't listen to the song that reminds me of him anymore- it hurts too much.

Maybe I'm just lonely, like my best friend said, and just maybe I don't actually still love him.

I don't know anymore...