I can see it

I can feel it

Seeping in my bones

I’m anxious, I’m tired

I always feel alone

I don’t know where you are

I don’t know who I am

I don’t know if I should fall

Or if I should try to stand

The sound of a voice

Trickling through my ears

Fleeting feelings of contentment

Defeating all my fears

I see the smoke rising

I see it in the air

Clouding my mind

Leaving me vulnerable

Leaving me bare

I watch the sun fall from the sky

Like the emotions I cannot fight

I watch the stars appear before my eyes

These observations bringing me light

Restoring my sight

Back to what it once was

Before I became numb

I cannot feel you

Although I wish I could

The love I have inside of me

I wish someone would

See me

The way I see into them

So I can finally feel whole again