No

I just wanna sleep forever.

But instead I wake up every morning, wishing I didn't.

When it comes to fake smiling I'm a professional.

Because the truth is you never realize how lonely you are until its the end of the day and you have a bunch of things to talk about and no one to talk to.

I've started actively searching out things that pain me, just so that I can validate that my pain actually exists.

There is no way to find help when you can't find anyone who is interested in helping you.

So the solution is just to add more to the pain, until it engulfs you and you become completely numb to emotion.