“He.” You named no names, yet we all have one specific person in mind.

He used to make me nervous. I was always so worried about what he'd think of me. He made my palms sweat and made me constantly obsess over what I'd say or do. Then, he made me feel higher than the clouds. He made me feel like a light bulb, shining from the inside out. He made me feel invincible and incredible. And then everything changed. And now. Now, he makes me feel stupid. He makes me wish I could rewind time and live in those few happy months. He makes me feel unwanted and unloved. He makes me feel lower than I've felt in two years. And yet, I still love him. Funny heart, causing emotions and shit.