It’s funny how
at night after all the
emotions I keep suppressed inside
leak out through my eyes
silently,
as my shoulders shake
I’m left feeling empty
and numb
not a bad numb and empty
not a good empty and numb
but unfeeling in a way
that lets me wake up
and be able to plaster on a smile
and make jokes
that aren’t really jokes
but silent cries
for help
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