The sum of the matter

The mind has conspired to work against the heart and the body against the right spirit, what is right to the heart will be corrupted by the mind before landing. the work of the good spirit being counterfeited by the body's evil lusts. What is truth will become lies before arrogance and ignorance. what is wrong will seems right to the eye, what is bad seems good to many eyelids and with burning uncooth spirits their mouths supports. nothing but us will help us change. let them with ears listen and let them with understanding comprehend the sum of this matter.

This second you are alive and the next second, you will die, grace period is served as long as the breath of life dingles beneath your nostrils. The sum of the matter will be known soon, how you have lived this borrowed life, in gossip, in lies, uncaring, unloving, unforgiving, unsupportful, unholy, covetous, lustful, murderer, hateful, tribalistic, racist.

the summation of our deeds will soon be discovered for they are the sum of the whole matter.

what you have not felt firsthand or don't know, can be a myth, a feeling you have never experienced. what will your actions dictate, what if hell is for real and what if heaven is for real.One thing is for sure everyone will have an experience in this matter, every soul will dim and go cold as light gives up and darkness prevails. You will stand alone for the sum of the matter will reflect your life.

Like a closed door, never opened curiousity burns within us but so is life on our side and death the other side of the door, the ones who have dared open and get inside have never come back to tell us what is on the other side of the door. My speculating calculations have lead me in a path narrow and few tread on it. Self denial of what seems good to many, fear of the the outcomes of the other side of life. doing good without pretending. staying away from many things that have alot of value. on the narrow path sharing even when it is the last drop, corforting one another and being brethrens of each other. if a camel, a camel can go through the eye of a needle then imagine how hard it is to tread on this narrow path. living a controlled life, life within a predefined perspective. The sum of the matter will soon be known. what will the sum of your matther be ?