I’m Sorry.
I'm sorry,
I'm sorry that I lied to you that day...I'm sorry that I never told you the honest truth, I'm sorry I had to go and I'm sorry that ur hurting and its killing you to see me like this its killing me to have us go through all of this I know you tried, you did your best, you held on with shaky hands a tight grip and quivering breaths....I'm sorry we couldn't have all that we planned all that we dreamed about, I'm sorry you won't come home to me any more like you did before....I left the light on in the storeroom with your boxes on the ground I forgot to rinse those damn dinner plates from last night ....I know you would be so mad at me today not because I didn't do all the things I was suppose to, all the errands I had planned to but because I lied again when I told you last night I'd see you today...I'm sorry I couldn't see you today and your right we don't always get what we want its not fair...it wasnt suppose to be this way I wasn't suppose to go away and not be able to come back to you Xx