this blindfold

i have this blindfold on that covers the good parts of my day

i sometimes call it school but usually homework

because my home is where i find solace in the papers i bring with me in my bag

we sit together in the living room while the tv watches me work

its soothing to tempt my reflexes for stimulation and entertainment

like a game of tetherball i usually lose and have regrets

i found it was the same with relationships

i walked in trying to find the path of least resistance

i was told it was around this corner, could you direct me to it?

he said i was subject to change once i found it, could that mean im there now?

its nice meeting you i suppose

i didnt think your eyes would be this beautiful nor your hair this long

but i expect it to be in my dreams regardless and regretless

much like these words