A letter.

you say that I'm useless, wrong and pathetic I hurt people I make them cry I tear apart families and I watch them die...you say that all I ever did was ruin your life you wish we never met that we could go back to being strangers again...that every thing I touch crumbles and everything I lay my eyes on is meant to wither....No! your wrong and I know you don't mean it because I can see it in your eyes, you can yell and shout out loud. Call me out scream my name and curse me at every 2am...when instead of sleep you miss them, miss her, miss him,...miss the person that you once were but I'm not sorry and I won't be because I know there are things your just forgetting to see i wasn't only in those Sunday morning smiles of yours.. I wasn't only in those late night conversations of yours I wasn't only in those first glances and those whispered secrets you shared.I wasn't only in those warm embraces and those gentle subtle caresses...I exist in your now... in your then. I exist in ur light and ur darkness, your happiness and your resentment, your pain and your anger. I am the only WHY you can't seem to answer so no I'm not sorry that I came into your life and I'm not sorry that I'm sure we'll meet again I know that I'll be waiting and when your ready I'll bring my hand and lay it in yours I'll keep you safe again and I'll keep you warm. I'll keep you close as can be and I'll make sure you can feel every last one of your heart beat again.

from yours sincerely,

L.O.V.E Xx