Bully

"I'm sorry did I miss something?" I said. Today this girl starts to talk to me about her being bullied. Yeahhhh okayyyy... I try to act like I care and she starts telling me how when she got ou tof the lunch line she started to go to her normal table. Then the 'worst' thing in the world happened, "You can't sit with us today". This is what is now considered bullying, yeah see when she started to talk I could feel my blood boiling. My only response was small "hmm okay" because I could not open my mouth otherwise a flood of words would come out.

You want to here a bully story okay lets go. I was 13 almost 14 I went to this shit school with 50 people total in the high school (fyi I got sent to school early. I am a young junior now) these girls absolutly hated me with the depths of their souls. Not only was it words but there girls started to corner me in the locker rooms and one of then even tried to kill me not once but twice.. I had to write an apology to the bully because thats how school councelers think. I had to change in the bathroom for pe and sports. To top it all off I had to eat my lunch in the school office because the girls would throw food at me. There more than that but I don't want to write a full book on all the shit that happened. I only had 2 people to talk to 11 if you count the teachers.

Then I hear this bitch talk about being bullied for getting told that they cant sit at a table for 1... one... uno...ein.... day. ONE FUCKING DAY, you cant survive one day without your normal people as you have 100+ people to sit by. Not only could she not handle this but she also about started to cry in the hallway because of that. Now this girl acts like a bad ass and if over here with tears in her eye because they said "you cant sit here TODAY".

THen she said "Ive delt with bullies before and at that time I cut because of them" So natural I ask what happened.... ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME.... this girls starts to tell me she cut because people called her a Bitch. In my head i say "You cut because people called you a bitch even though you call everyone who gives you a look a bitch" OKAY. Not only am I hearing about her bully today, you know "you cant sit here today". Now I hearing about why she cut ARE YOU KIDDING ME I WENT THROUGH ALL THAT BULLSHIT AND NEVER FUCKING HURT MYSELF AS YOU GET CALLED A BITCH AND THEN CUT ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME!!!!!!!!

I know people cut trust me at 12 almost 13 I would walk into my sister cutting all the time. I had to pick up all the bloody tissues, blankets, ect. I know how broken you have to be to cut. I know how my mental pain you have to be to cut because I saw it. I literally fucking saw the blade going into my sisters skin. Now you are over here saying you cut because you got called a bitch. ARE YOU KIDDING ME. How are people this sensitive what next someone says that they dont like your shoes and then suddenly you are getting bullied what the fuck. That is sad. I had to become an adult when I was only a child, I had too go through hell before I was even 14. At 12 I saw things that nobody should see let alone see it everyday.

Anyway I was tested to the limit to not blow up in her face so what else do I do but come to prose.