I want...

I want to write something going on.

Something that is important,

something that I care about,

but I can’t.

All I can think about is this kid.

This kid who I like.

This kid who doesn’t know that.

This kid who hates me.

Technically, this is something going on.

Technically, this is important to me,

technically, this is something that I care about,

but I don’t want it to be.

-N.J.