If only I could blame it on the alcohol

You carve fissures into my mind

Destroying all rationality

Tattoo your initials into my heart

A claim that only I can believe

Old scars reopened so easily

When you look at me that way

A decision I know I'll regret

before it is even made

And after I surrender everything to you

You walk out the door like you always do

Once again I realize it was never real

Because to you

there is no difference between lust and love