Illegitimate great great but not so great offspring
How can such a great and romantic mind such as yours bring into the world a great great but not so great offspring such as my ex.
Last name of her/their mother was Shakespeare till she married and took another last name of Johnson.
First name Kimberley.
Middle Samantha.
Entirely asexual,
Sounds like something you would come up with -
An irony so strong as to make me fall for someone so weak.
At times when love should prove real and boundless,
Your great great not so great offspring proved to be selfish, loveless and cruel as can be.
Using words of pain and disdain that will live in infamy and buried deep in my memory to taunt and to haunt me.
Making me questioning of my own sanity.
Making me doubt everything.
Did Michael really rape me or did I actually imagine the whole thing??
Gaslighting.
Making me wonder, did she ever really love me?
Is she as crazy as she seems to be in this time when she should be there for me?
Instead of words of sympathy, any sign of empathy....I meet harassment, outright lies, and denial of the strongest entity.
My ex, her/their/whatever name to be Kimberley.
A.k.a. the one who would break me.
Split me into a million pieces with words like: "you are the selfish one", "your actions are impulsive", "can't believe you're abandoning me", "stop playing the victim already", "You have a massive ego and savior complex and are just satisfying those, playing the victim and the martyr and getting to feel like a savior", worst "there's nothing you can do for your father...so why move? You're a coward. Call me."
Fuck to the you to the forever to the Kimberley Samantha Johnson for hurting me like noone else ever has or ever will.
The only one to use my sexuality against me to purposefully hurt me, to never give me an apology and to repeat the same thing and laugh at me.
My only regret is introducing the ex to my only father.
Many mistakes but choosing to leave the abuse will never be one of them.
Fuck you Kimberley.