regret.

only than would he be at peace, when the rope drew taught, cutting off his oxygen and all of his thoughts.

his mind draws blank as his consciousness awakes, stuck in this self perpetuating violence where nothing’s at stake.

people call him selfish for taking the easy way out, but he’s been fighting for his life since he was a young boy now.

the voices in his head coaxed him down this dark path, everyone told him wait longer this will all work out.

but he made up his mind he’s done fighting for his life, he’s lost in his darkness but can finally see the light.

he steps off the bridge and the rope goes right, the voices go quiet and only ones left now.

i love you and i made you, and i had a plan, you would’ve changed so many lives if you’d only been a man.