drowning.

At times I feel as if I am drowning. Drowning in your love, drowning in your problems, drowning in my problems, drowning in stress, drowning in happiness, drowning in sadness, drowning in anger, drowning in literally anything. I try to go above the water to see something beautiful but at soon as I am almost at the top something pulls me back under. I can’t keep on living like this anymore. I want to see the sun every once in awhile. I want to see the sand and the beautiful faces with beautiful smiles of beautiful humans. I want to breath, I don’t want to suffocate anymore. Why won’t you let me breath?

I want to take the pain away but how can I when I still want to be with you.