Sorry, Not Sorry

I am not as you wish me to be

For that I am sorry

I can't stand where I am

And it feels freedom has been banned

I am sorry I am not a lady

The answer is always a maybe

Just because I may not hold every detail

Does not mean I don't try to follow your made trail

I am sorry I have become like them

But do you ever wonder why this has happened again?

Have you thought once maybe this may be of you

And not made from my sin?

And I am sorry that I have lied

For I lay down every night

Looking at every way to you I may one day defy

For every last sorry, is never to be true

I am not sorry that I am me

Not what you want me to be

I will stand as I am

And freedom will feel it's lifted ban

I am not sorry for not being a lady

For none of it is maybe

From your path I will derail

For I am a woman in every detail

I am not sorry for becoming like them

You must know why this has happened again

It is your own sin

And I will live as myself once again