Things I’ll never get

There are things I want that I’ll never get.

Things that aren’t reachable or the price is too high to pay. They dangled right in front of me, baiting me to pay the price that I can’t afford to. And I can’t help it, to think of what if I had it during good times. How would my life be better? How would I be happier?

Life is full of sacrifices. You sacrifice one thing for the other. It’s the matter of what you want more. I want that thing very much but I can’t do it to jeopardize what I have now. It’s a constant struggle and until I want something different that I can afford to pursue, I would have to struggle between these two wants.

Life is a struggle of wants. Maybe that’s why we write: to give an illusion that we got what we want.