Not fair

When the person you love has let out heir final breath but you still breath. When it's summer and the sun is shinning but you can't seem to warm up because there's a hole in you. When you finally fill that hole with new love and warmth only to have them leave you again, but this time of their own free will. When you have to stand back and watch the person who healed you be happy with another. When you have to pretend that even just hearing their name doesn't make you want to tear you heart out with your bare hands. When you realize that you will always come in second to someone else.

When you decide to end it because you realize that life just isn't fair at all.