Vulnerability.

If I had to use a word to describe how you made me feel

Vulnerability would be my top choice

You made me feel like a Sunflower in a field of Lilacs

You shut me out, now you’re gone

I felt lonely in the days I was surround by the ones who loved me most

and felt loved in the days where there was no one but myself and my thoughts

where there was nothing left to do but let them take over me until i realized the monster you have made