The Change I Won’t Make

Two years ago, I overdosed. A year ago I would've said that if I could I would change it. Looking back now, I changed my mind. Had I not overdosed, I never would've gotten the help I needed. I never would have tried to get better from my illnesses. The choice I made that day, was a poor choice. I can't sit here and say I condone drug use, suicide, or staying silent. In fact it is quite the opposite. Hypocrite? Maybe. If I didn't overdose then, I probably would have been dead now. It was the lowest moment of my life. But at least I can sit here and write in hopes that it convinces one if they need help to get it. Nobody has to stay silent. So although I'm still recovering, I'd never change that decision I made.