beautiful brown eyes, pools of emotion

pulling in their victim

happiness lingers in their gaze

fluffy brown hair, a beautiful smile

drawing my body closer.

heart pounding in my chest.

it's been so long..

am i finally happy?

how do i identifiy this strange emotion

a stranger to me for years

fear pulls me away

fear of loving myself

fear of being okay

fear of change

those beautiful brown eyes still linger in my mind,

tearing my heart to shreds, because they don’t belong to a love of mine

i let him go

i didn’t love myself and now its too late

he has found someone to love him

and i am still myself