Happy

Today he came over, we ran errands, napped, goofed around, and I enjoyed every second of it. The smiles, the kisses, the laughs. God, I'm so in love with him. We've spent days apart and have been not jealous and it's been so happy. I have so much trust in him that I feel like I've built up through our time together, and I see in him that he trusts me. This man always amazes me, I feel like I've hit the jackpot every day with him. Not being in a jealous mindset (which I was in because of my past) has made me feel so much happier and not caught in viciously negative thought-trains. I feel so at ease, so confident in our relationship and so much in love with him. Today was so happy and relaxed and I know we're the forever kind of love. I thank God every night for him so I remember to always be grateful for this love of my life, to not get jealous and spiteful over things that are made out of bad thoughts. Because all in all, I love him more than anything.