Secret land

You left during a really pretty song and I'm lying here in the dark with only my tears and these words to remark in what a shame today will go down as being.

I'm convinced no one will ever love every inch of me. I'm becoming resigned to this.

I'm pissed someone convinced me it was possible.

I wonder when the floods will stop? I wonder what it was all about that swirling mess I felt so deep.

Did it fool us both?

Perhaps.

I'm starting not to care and that's fact.

I stare at the darkness's shadowy walls and wonder if you feel the energy I put out.

No.

You said Id never worry but I do. Every second of everyday.

I wonder if what I feel too is resignation.

How sad we are.

Pathetic creatures of our own making.

I

Can't

Keep

This

Up

Much

Longer.

None of you will even notice.

Will you?

No.

So finite.

So frail.