Notes on being alone

Now that I'm alone, my fierce spirit has returned. Im as light as petals fallen from a flowering tree.

I am capable of so much.I realize that the reason I get so disappointed in others is simple. No one will ever be everything you want. No matter how much you admire some of their talents or qualities, there will always be some piece that leaves you unsatisfied.

Look for something in the wild that is perfect. You won't find it. Nature likes symmetry, but she hasn't found perfection yet. The closest that you can get is to be yourself. Become the person that you idolize. Develop your talents. Allow the blood pumping through you to erode your rough edges like a river would rock. Become the most honest version of yourself and you will find your regrets scurry away.

It is important to also accept imperfection. You must realize that the things portrayed in the media are meant to entertain. To amuse. To pull you away. Everyone on Earth is breathing. Everyone on Earth eventually has to take a shit. We are all the same regardless of the wild differences.