my gratitude

to the people who saved me when i couldn't save myself:

I can't express how thankful i am for you to be there for me when it was so unexpected for me to be drowing in a hole of nothingness. you might not know it, but your really saved me from something i've always been scared to face. i guess you can say you pushed me to the point where i wasn't scared to face it anymore. for the handful of people that left my life but helped me through a time where everything was numb, you are the ones who helped me the most, the ones who told me everytime you fall, do not let it know that you have almost given up, for there would be no reason to try. you were the lighthouse to my ship that would've sank, but you were there every step of the way, your light turned on the moment i almost broke in half, in some way, somehow you knew exactly when to turn on your light. so i thank you. you were blessings in disguise and i'm so sorry i'm just now noticing that when you left my side months ago.

Love, always.