Growing cold

At times I feel dismissive

Cold

Calm

unpermissive

Days can go by and I see them different

A callous on my soul

A chill runs down my spirit

You hear it?

Could of sworn it sounded like me not giving a shit

But I do tho...

Just not about what you think

If for a second I feel you about to sink I'll come running

It won't be funny

At the drop of a hat id set the world a burning.

But you don't need that

You need a wall to shield you when the heavens come crashing down

An umbrella to block the rain pouring into your life

Most times

You just need a friend

But I'll be damned if that's me

See

One strike

Is an opportunity

Two is consistency

And three gives me four reasons to not want to see you five times out of the week

There Are four letters in love

but none of them are u

What we had were two kids who didn't know that one of them wanted to eat the heart of the other

congrats tho sweetheart

You left us both heartless

Heartless

Broken battered

Screaming ant what ever deity we thought mattered

To fix the clangs

The crashes

The clatters

To bring back the sun you stole from me

The vacant memories running on empty because you filled all of them

The matress you and my former best friend ruined

The birthdays I wanted to spend with you

The moment of passion that was my first kiss

The nights of terror comforting you from your demons

That creep in

Deep in

To say that I loved you would be undeniable truth

But those times are buried right where my heart is

And I love you isn't true for me anymore