For My Ignorant Individuality
Who am I for myself?
Am I a rusty nail lyng in a forgotten corner;
Am I a questionable counselor only brought to life by the need of comfort;
Am I a lazy maid whom only works to prove she works;
Am I a chipped support beam only brought into fruition by the presence of others?
Who am I for me?
Only me.
Am I a dim candle only lit when there is someone in need of light?
Am I an observer only relevant when others are to be seen?
Who sees me?
Who is my observer?
No sight to motivate me but my own
I ignite myself when left unlit
I cleanse myself when left alone
I observe myself in the omniscient to feel the warmth that is to be seen,
To be known.
Is that enough?
Definitely not.
Am I selfish for such thoughts?
Probably yes.
But how else am I to stay hidden and free?