TRAPPED INSIDE (day1)
As I wander through my darkest nights
I wonder what light is like
Sitting on concrete , dark as can be
My mind plays tricks on me
Thinking of life as sugar and sweet
But all I see is bitterness and discrete
Parts of my mind become separate
And my souls leaves me helpless
Can I escape? Or will I get caught?
From the holders that keep me in this sought
My head is telling me to stay near
But my heart is saying break out of here!!!!
I followed my heart , I took the bait , I ran out of this scary place
The people heard , they grabbed the guns
My Mind said surrender
But my heart said run
I ran and ran as fast as I can
Until I ended up in someone’s hands
They knocked me out until I saw red
And I ended up back at the place I fled
I opened my eyes and started crying
Begging and pleading to stop me from dying
They followed my plead
And tied me to a tree
They whipped me until I fell onto my knees
I tried so hard , not to be weak
But that’s when the tears started falling to my feet....they picked me up and dragged me back to that dark scary place they call a shack
Where the shackles are that’s where I hang knowing in my mind I’ll never escape BUT MY HEART TELLS ME DIFFERENT THINGS