Note to self

I know it's hard and you never feel happy. I know it's hard and some days you don't know why you're here. I know it's hard and all you do is cry. I know it's hard and you hate yourself and anyone that tries to help. I know it's hard an the sadness feels like ink on your skin like oil on water and that feeling will never go away. I know it's hard and that you don't feel like you're inside of you're body, that won't go away either.

Remember this: you have never know weak. You have never known coward, you have always been storm hellbent on destruction. You have always been lioness roaring at anything too close. You have always been soft hugs and fierce love. That won't go away. You have always been enough. You have always been strong. And you always will be.