Papa

Lately you have been crossing my mind. I'm not sure if it's because this was the time when you were complaining about having trouble breathing and of your fever that keeps coming back. I know I shouldn't blame myself but I do. I really feel guilty not just because I didn't bring you straight away to the hospital but because I didn't believe you at that time. I miss the old times and I wish I never grew up. I wish that I'm just your little princess and do stuff that we most love about. I wish you're not dead.