The evil one

One day I met a friend and she told me that she had lost her husband and she was depressed. I said to her -

“I am with you for I lost my husband four and half years back on 12 August 2010”.

It’s been a very lonely life for me for I still cannot figure out what to do without him.

We were happily married for 19 years, and have three lovely children and before that I had courted him for six and half years It’s been a good 25 years that we had been together.

Just last night that I sat and watched his funeral pictures -

Oh my god I said to myself - he looked like as if he was sleeping in a coffin and playing a trick on me I watched the entire slide I sighed and cried bitterly

I felt terrible but I know that I could not do anything for he is gone to never come back to us.

He passed away with a massive heart attack within 15 minutes of the time I left for work that day - that was the last I saw of him. His last kiss on my neck I can still feel it. His embrace and that look in his eyes, I can still see it.

He had a smile on his face, when he died in peace in the ambulance while on the way to the hospital that last I saw of him.

I wasn't with him that moment, but, still cry just thinking that maybe I could have saved him, but alas he is gone to a Peaceful World!

I know he is watching me from up above with every step I take,

I dream of him and feel him at times when I am sad and lonely.

I have turned strong for I have three children and they are my fort.

With his love so strong that keeps us moving yes hoping to meet him one day again!

I miss my husband, my sweetheart, my friend, my everything

If only if it was not for that evil one who was so jealous about us,

who could not bear our togetherness, our love and the love we shared with our children! I hate him and hate this evil that can come to suddenly and from nowhere and just take you away.

He is that evil one who came one day all of sudden and took away my sweetheart, my lover, my friend, my husband.

He was none other than the Angel of Death! Someone so cruel he is so unexpected, so sudden and so uncalled for that there is nothing that anyone can do to stop that evil one from coming to disrupt your peaceful happy life. You may try as much as you want but that evil one when he sets his foot into your lif you are gone forever, and taken to a different world!

Death is an evil winner in his stride!