Lost

Sometimes I wake up in the morning and not remember a thing until the next night when I dream. It all comes back to me many night of the same movie playing over and over again. Very few deviations from the first time.

It starts off with two young girls walking down a dirt road an then suddenly disappearing. Then I feel like I'm falling and I can't stop it. Finally I land softly on the cold wood floor an seem to fall asleep all over again.

I see a man standing over me. Looking, longing to touch me but to embarrassed to even think about it. He walks away and just as he reaches the door he turns around and starts to murmur something but then the lights go out and I wake up.

I stand on my shaggy carpet and look out the window and cost my eyes from the blinding sun. Finally being adjusted to the light I remove my hand from my face and see nothing. Just white space and then I realize I'm still in a dream. Or am I? I never really get past that part but when I think I'm in reality my thoughts wonder back to that se question. Am I awake or am I still in a dream?