To Whom it May Concern
I have two friends in this place,
and although the scowl on my face
says otherwise, I love them with all my heart.
I'm an angry, bitter man these days,
and while I think of ways
to show affection,
the best thing to do is to tell them
I love you, girls.
Each time I say it, I'm scared shitless
that it'll be the last time
I look upon their kind faces.
Each time I say it, I don't know
if I'll wake up tomorrow to tell them
or keep myself from making a rash decision
that might end my journey sooner than expected.
It is with this same fear that I bid you kind people, my friends, goodbye for now. I don't think sharing my writing with you all is what's best for me in the current moment. I love each and every one of you. Your kind words have helped me through some rough times and I couldn't ask for more from strangers over the internet.
For those that might find my writing in the future, whether I'm still on here typing away or long dead, I hope that you find something of value in my writing. If not, that's okay too. The words of an angsty college kid might not mean much to some of you.
Finally, for you whose mind might stray one day and think back to me, I hope you find what you're looking for. Know that wherever I am, alive and well or stepping through the gates of hell, I will always love you.
Goodbye for now, my friends. I'll see you all on the other side of time.
- Kevvo