What if...

What if I don't want to settle down?

What if I don't want to be my parents?

What if I don't want to have those responsibilities?

What if that never changes?

What If I don't want to make it work?

What if I don't want to make a family?

What if I don't want to make it last?

What if I can't stay still that long?

What if I don't want to give things up for him?

What if I don't want to have kids with him?

What if I don't want to make it him and me against the world?

What if I need my freedom?

What if I like keeping my options open?

What if I like my friends?

What if I like my independence?

What if I like changing my mind?

So what if I'm happy now?

What if I like who I am when I'm single better?

What if I like doing it myself better?

What if I can make it alone?

What if I never know?

What if I'm enough for me?

What then?

How am I supposed to tell him?

How can my love somehow not be enough to keep me with him?

How can I love him this much and leave him?

What if settling is settling?

What if it's just not who I am?

I don't think that's who I am.

But what if I'm just making it all up?

What if I'm just scared because we're so right together?

What if we're right together?