Dad
He was upset with me
I had failed again horribly
My failure was damaging my being physically
I was destroying myself mentally
I condemned myself constantly
I was disappointed in myself honestly
He didn’t understand why I was like this
It was the dark emotions I always dismiss that put me in this abyss
He did not understand the way they destroyed me slowly
He did not understand emotions, putting them lowly
He would dismiss these emotions telling me ‘you’re lazy’
But he doesn't know, every morning I wake up, life becomes hazy
His reaction to my failure caused by my destructive mind
causes the destruction to feel more inclined and less confined
able to leave behind a human body unaligned with mankind
This savage cycle
Failures caused by a depression recycle
Failures cause him to be spiteful
Spite causes the human body to become suicidal
This cycle will be the cause of my mind’s ruination with my body’s elimination