April

Many ups and downs, many revelations

I learned to not be so toxic and assuming of the negative. To trust more freely and see things how they are.

I learned to take a step back...feel the emotion as it comes but not let it alter my judgment for the worse.

I was challenged by my end of the semester projects, but persevered and practiced my focus.

We hit our two years together. It makes me sad that we didn't do anything memorable but we've just put it off for when we have more money.

Is it normal to feel like you have to cry every few days? Just to release everything?

I have to stop victimizing myself. And I must stop having a negative outlook on things.

With this tough April that was filled with rain, May will bring prosperity and flowers and love.