In the midst of the day, at 3 I arrived at the beach and I sat down watching the ocean come and go with the sand and the marbles. I thought to myself, nothing lasts forever does it? I mean, I might be here today but I could be gone tomorrow, becoming a whole different person with no recollection of my life now, then, or before. I thought about the bull shit for this entire year, my senior year, the hardest most painful year in my life. I learn that I'm not the kind of girl that moves with "common sense" or "rationale" but that I move purely on intuition and what I feel is right for me. Actually, I'm happiest now that I've been all year and I'm not even a full kind of happy, more so a in between feeling that I'm just living each day until the end approaches. I've been through so much these past couple of months that I think it's time I put my feet up and let everything work out for itself. What won't be won't be and what will be will happen.