Nothing But Troubles

I thought I needed you, you picked me up when I was low, for a moments time everything was better.

Pains, problems and worries all went away. You’re grip has a powerful way, had me constantly running back.

Even though, the outside voices and consequences lingered vaguely in the back of my mind, I couldn’t keep you gone for too long. No one understood that it was you that took all the hurt away.

When I couldn’t find you, I searched harder.

It gradually turned into a vicious circle, my mind couldn’t get you out of it. I needed you. Eventually nothing seemed to matter besides you. You’d come calling, and I’d come running.

How could you say instill those words into my head, you didn’t love me and you weren’t there for me.

You’d whisper one thing to me, and in the same line you were taking it all back, leaving me in a depression pondering my own thoughts.

You wanted to isolate me into your darkness, keep me all to yourself.

My Savior has come to save me. He won’t allow me to drowned any more. His mercy has taken all my burdens and shame, with his presence I can conquer this internal battle.

He is here to break the chain, gloom and doom I won’t sit in, he has loosened the grip death has put on me.