Oh Lord, Guide Me

So here I stand, back at it again.

Heading to retraining camp.

I don’t want it to be chalked up to another loss.

Spring will mark the sobriety date stamp.

God please give me the strength to battle this once more time.

Oh lord, do you see me standing here alone.

I need change, I need your help

Cause we all know change don’t occur overnight.

Years of running, this has become my life. I rather not admit it, cause of all the shame I have to carry. Oh lord, please help me.

My decision has continued to haunt me and no longer do i have the strength to fight this alone.

God please give me the strength to battle this once more time.

Oh lord, do you see me standing here alone.

I need change, I need your help

Cause we all know change don’t occur overnight.

This time, I need to give you my all.

I’ll surrender myself and allow your hands to take over. I don’t want to hit another brick wall. Oh lord guide me with your light, because change don’t happen overnight.

(Thanks for the inspiration to a friend of mine! We all are rooting for you!! ❤️)