the universe speaks and she screams

her body withers

with withdraw

as the universe

pulses through her

she grabs a pen

and begins

writing down

the whispers

her hands are

moving so fast:

adrenaline running,

heart pumping,

almost too fast

the pen begins

to go weak,

her fingertips

begin to bleed

she traces

her blood

on what's left

of the papers

then moves to

the walls

words are

spilling out

faster than

her mind

can think

then

she begins

to scream

pain travels

through her veins

and knocks her

to her knees

she can't speak

air is coming in

too fast,

she can't catch

her breath,

as deaths from

the past

come back

each gunshot

fills her chest

each abuse victim's

bruises

come to view

she can feel

each child's bones

growing

inside

of her

every cut

every scar

every prick

comes upon

her skin

every sorrow

every hurt

every soul crushing

moment of time

engulf her

within

her body's

giving out

tears begin

to slip

and murderous

screams billow

from her lips

her bones begin

to break

her flesh begins

to weep

crying with

every morsel

of every being

of you and me

and after all

the blood's dried

after every word

she wrote's

not been justified

they end up

calling it

an intoxicated

suicide