if i ever seem to disappear;

if i ever seem to just fade away

for long periods of lonely days;

don’t be sad.

i haven’t forgotten you.

it’s only because life’s a bitch

that and the bilateral peripheral neuropathy i was blessed with

as if it was some fucked stigmata

my punishment for wanting to write.

god do i hate my body sometimes

as they say i suppose

the soul is willing

but the flesh?

fucking weak.