3am
She stepped out into the night
The cold air revealing her breath
As she tried to steady her breathing
The daydream caught up again
She stared up at the night sky
With the stars like so many eyes
Reveling in the chaos of so many lives
Her thoughts began to dance
We will ever know
Can we ever know
Just what it means
To be loved
She forgot the cigarette in her hand
As it burned down to her fingers
Snapping her back to the world
She tossed it into the dark
The flame flickered for a moment
As it began to fade away
She watched the smoke rise into the night
And drift into the stars
Are we capable
Of finding ourselves
Of being one
With what we are
She walked on toward her apartment
The cool air comforting her
From the days that had taken so much
She focused on the night
And knowing the feeling
Of equally returned love
She walked a little slower
As she looked on toward the mural
That rested on the old brick wall
And she began to dream again