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3 hours of sleep
79 degrees
Beaming sunshine
Empty stomach
Sticky sweat
Distant chirping
Soaring birds
Distorted Vision
Walking a trail
I could no longer tell
Began Dry Heaving
Pale face
Oxygen leaving
Gasping for air
And Faster my heart is beating
Needed a minute to get it together
Told my sister to continue the hike
“I just need some air and I’ll be alright.”
Few minutes passed nobody in sight
Not feeling better
I’ll most likely die
Pupils are dilated
Mind is now racing
All out of water
It was the perfect storm
It’s mayhem
Can’t escape fate
But I remembered nothing is prewritten
Tried screaming for help but it was just
Me , Trees , Thoughts & Breeze
Frantic at last
Gathered my thoughts
Took some deep breaths , Sigh , and accept
I’m not making out alive of this canyon but 0 regrets
I must accept I am dying and this was my test
Was I really in touch w/ my spiritual side
The answer was YES!
So I’m not afraid to die
Because I know there is a life on the other side
I fully surrendered
Ready to die
I know I survived but not fully convinced
That I am alive
6 Grams later
Im floating in
#Limbo .
R.I.P
JMH
04/28