and it’s you.

perhaps he knew the exact moment this was going to fall apart, that moment he looked up at hazel eyes and was captured by the blazing yet soft gaze, by the cold cold blue flames. he felt alive, entranced by the flames as it rose and breathed thrill in his heart. his heart was a soft clash of beats drowning the world and he could only focus on those eyes, that smile. he was caught in the cold blaze of the blue fire that towered and he knew that flames weren't supposed to feel this cold, this soft.

and perhaps he knew this was going to fall apart--

but, he couldn't stop.

for once in his life, he never felt so alive.

his fingers dug deeper into the flames and it was exhilaring, took his breath and he couldn't stop- faster faster faster deeper. his heart was beating so hard and he couldn't think about anything else expect this song-- expect her her her. the fire was so bright and blue like moonlight and it was beautiful. it was his light in this darkness and he grasped it tight and clung.