First Kiss

I don't know what to think

I don't know what to feel

I don't know why

What's wrong with me?

I wish I knew what you were thinking

What you were feeling

I don't care if it'd hurt

At least I'd have a definitive answer

Confused, my heart aches

Happy, it still yearns

Fearful, it needs more

Frantic, my mind can't take it

My eyes sear

My heart pounds

My stomach knots

My lungs panic

I let my feelings show

I think it's my fault...

I like you too much

It is all my fault...

I cannot live life this way

Without knowing, always thinking "what if?"

I'd rather risk it all and have you hate me

Than not know if I'm missing out on a lifetime of happiness

This life happens once

I am so afraid

Afraid to live, afraid to love

Afraid to miss out, to regret

What do I do?

What are we?

Who will we become?

I don't know

I don't know

I don't know

~repost for challenge~