The most happiest saddest girl.

Why are you always smiling?

How are you always so happy?

These are common questions she always heard. She never knew what to respond. She just was very happy. The night she stayed up late crying she realized why. She had been hiding it this whole time. Even she had believed the lies she told herself. "I'm okay", "I'm fine", "I don't need him." All this pain she kept bottled up burst. Only then she realize how sad she was. How useless she felt. To the world she seemed so happy but she new she was far from it. No one could ever understand her pain. No one could ever listen to her without judging. She was lost in this great world. Night after night she cried herself to sleep, and every day she would plaster on the fakest smile she had. Act the happiest like always. Tell herself more lies just to make it through the night. No one would ever know just how sad this happy girl was.