Heartache

The soul crushing realisation that you are not the one they want anymore. That they would prefer to be alone even, over staying entangled in your specific company.

That they have somehow understood the elusive and awe inspiring notion of letting go and it’s happening baby. WITHOUT you!

The pain of that numb awful period where the world has lost colour and joy, where you can’t find meaning in conversations with friends or once dearly loved songs..... this pain can leave the strongest of us shattered and quivering in a dark corner longing to loose all sensation and wishing everything was different .