Missing Pictures

Missing picture of joy

in my smile it portrays blank

like a paper newly woven

no history of pain nor

excitement for tomorrow.

Exactly late this evening

I am puzzling missing pictures

of yesterday spent with you

and of disrupted future we could have.

I don't want to be lost

but what I lack in my heart

are missing pictures of cause

an unknown purpose of life.

These raindrops drumming not

in my ears but in my heart

could it be that washed out

missing pictures of my love.