First Cigarette
Ooh tricky question. First date and you are going straight for the big questions. I like it, and I like you for asking it. Can we skip me and talk more about you? No? Okay, desire. Desire. What kind of desire are we talking? Like life long dream or like love life stuff? I did just become a lot more interested in sex very suddenly, but I guess I don't really feel like going into that before the drinks get here. I also became much busier. I am always doing something or having to schedule something else all the while coordinating with other people to get them to do something... Come to think of it, it kind of makes sense that I'd look for an outlet.
I want that.
I want to do something irresponsible for the hell of it! Develop an unhealthy habit. Like smoking! I've never smoked once in my life, but these days I keep catching myself thinking, 'God! I wish I had a cigarette!' Weird huh? And you know what else? I want to date the bad boy -- that's where you come in. I want to stand up in the middle of my work and run down the street just to feel the wind in my hair, or get in my car and drive until everything familiar dissapears; I want to fall of the face of the planet. I desire an escape from myself.
What about you?